Remembering
Kusakratha Prabhu
by
Vishoka dasa
posted October 21, 2005
Kusakratha
Prabhu's life is an inspiration to the devotees of Lord
Krishna. I first saw him in the San Francisco temple,
where he was staying for a short time, just coming from
the NY temple. He was sensitive to the cold weather,
and so he wore pants or jeans under his dhoti.
He chanted japa very, very slowly, carefully pronouncing
each syllable of the maha-mantra, taking several hours
to chant his rounds. This is a great example for us
all, to remember to slow down and carefully enunciate
the holy names during our japa. I believe that
he went to San Diego after that, where he told me that
he would sometimes eat 20 japatis in a single sitting.
Eventually he settled down in LA, and it was there at
New Dwarka that I got to know him. I went to his room
occasionally and we would talk for some time. He taught
Sanskrit to the kids in gurukula and served with the
BBT. Kusa was a transcendental genius, and a bit of
an avadhuta. He was always in high spirits. Often we
would see each other at a distance, on Watseka, and
he would immediately raise both arms above his head,
in the Lord Caitanya mudra, walking briskly with a gleeful
look on his face. I would raise my arms too as we both
shouted out “Nitai-Gour!” He had a
cowherd boy sense of humor and his speech was always
full of Vaikuntha happiness.
Kusakratha was resolute in purpose, reminding me of
the Gita verse, ekaha kuru nanadana,
"Those
who are on this path are resolute in purpose, and
their aim is one." BG2.41.
He utilized
every moment for his service, being requested by devotees
to produce the Krishna Library Corporation editions,
the translations of some of the Gosvami's books. He
was a transcendental genius, being precocious as a boy,
in music and literature. Along with being a genius,
he was eccentric like an avadhuta, always inattentive
to the exterior world, because of his constant internal
absorption in Krishna and His service. A typical genius,
like Einstein, is usually eccentric and absent minded,
being absorbed in material lofty subjects like physics,
trying to figure out the Lord's material energy, with
quantum theories and so on, but such genius is inconsequential
to the real goal of life. Fortunately for us, Kusakratha’s
genius was not wasted on material calculations, but
was properly used for glorification of Lord Sri Krsna,
by rendering transcendental literatures of the Gosvamis
into English, only for the glorification of Sri Uttamasloka,
meaning "one who is worshipped by the best
of selected Sanskrit verses."
Srila Prabhupada
writes in Cc that he recommends for some devotees to
read Lalita-madhava and other works of the Gosvamis,
[and I may add this recommendation, after one has read
Srila Prabhupada’s books 2-3 times], and these
are his exact words,
"Actually
going to Vrndavana involves taking shelter of the
six Gosvamis by reading the Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu,
Vidagdha-madhava, Lalita-madhava and the other books
that they have given. In this way one can understand
the transcendental loving affairs between Radha and
Krsna."Adi 8.31P.
Srila Prabhupada
made several other statements like this, and I believe
there was a morning walk comment that he aspired that
his disciples would finish the translations of the works
of the Gosvamis. Kusa took up this service, requested
by devotees, so that we could take advantage of Srila
Prabhupada's recommendations above.
After 1977
some devotees formed the Vaisnava Institute, which was
later changed to the Krishna Library Corporation. The
purpose was to fulfill Srila Prabhupada’s desire
that the works of the six Gosvamis be printed. The Krishna
Library was mainly Kusakratha dasa as the translator,
with several members of the board to oversee his productions.
The board members were comprised of several devotees
like Rabindranatha and Srikanta, mature disciples of
Srila Prabhupada, who all encouraged Kusa to do this
service. In this way, the edict of Srila Krishna dasa
Kaviraja was fulfilled, that being that no one should
attempt to write or translate transcendental literatures
without being sanctioned and blessed by other Vaisnavas.
So, Kusa
was single-minded in unalloyed devotion to his work.
For this reason, when I came over for a visit, I had
to think of many philosophical points and questions
to pose to him about one of his books, or some passage
and it's meaning. I had to keep the philosophic topics
flowing, because if the conversation got a hole in it
and started to sink, then he would say, "time to
get back to work." I never wanted to leave because
such discussions were so nectarine and rare. He never
wasted a moment.
When he first
went to India and arrived in Vrndavan, he told me it
only took him 5 minutes to know that he belonged in
Vrindavan, and he decided to move his whole operation
to Vrndavan. He said that he would sneak into the prasadam
hall at odd times, when nobody was around. Because,
if there was a crowd, then inevitably someone would
say, "hey kush, how's it going?" and then
he'd be captured for about 20 minutes of prajalpa and
distraction. He didn't care for that, he just liked
doing his work for Krishna. Kusa also told me that only
a few people on the planet were able to make conversation
in Sanskrit, and he would sometimes converse with them
in that way.
I remember
one night, I accosted Kusa on Watseka, and we stopped
on the sidewalk, leaning against the fence, telling
a few jokes, with Kusa laughing hard. [Humor of a transcendental
nature, of course.] I was thinking, "here I am,
hanging out with Kusa on Watseka, cracking jokes, what
an oddity." After a few minutes, he was back to
work. It didn't matter if it was day or night, he was
always going full throttle at his work.
He told me
about the most amazing book order I've ever heard of.
It must have been a Guinness world record for a book
sale in a single day, for a solitary self-publisher.
Here was just one man writing, translating, producing
and printing and selling hundreds of titles, all by
himself. One day he got a call from a German devotee,
who asked him how much it would cost to get two copies
of every book Kusa had in stock, plus the shipping to
Germany. Kusa calculated for a while and then told the
German devotee it was, [if memory serves], about 5,000
dollars. The German devotee told Kusa that he was writing
out the check, as they spoke. What a sale. What a flood
of nectar for the German devotees.
He had a
funny way of getting prasadam sometimes. Cooking was
not his proclivity, as it took too much of his time.
Living in the green apartments there in New Dwarka,
he said there were always an occasional Vaisnava gathering,
or some birthday party, in one of the green apartments.
Kusa had this uncanny sixth sense of knowing exactly
when the prasadam was about to be served, and at the
opportune time he would crash the party with his big
steel plate, and the servers would load him up to the
top. In that way he would get prasadam that lasted another
day. At feasts in the temple he would come with a huge
bowl and tell the server in his ever-jovial voice, "don't
be shy," and they would fill up his bowl, and that
would hold him over to the next day.
His rooms
were always full of books, and in my mind it was compared
to a pastime of the sixteenth century, when Srila Jiva
Gosvami formed the first traveling sankirtan party,
which consisting of Shrinivas, Narottam, and Shyamananda.
They left Vrindavan with the manuscripts of the original
works by Rupa, Sanatan, Gopal Bhatta, Raghunath Das,
and Jiva, in a large wooden chest. These manuscripts
were the only existing copies of these works, and so
this wooden chest was said to be a treasure of "the
most precious gems." During their journey, one
night the chest was stolen by some dacoits, and afterwards
there ensued the very nice pastime of how Srinivas recovered
the stolen manuscripts and how King Birhambir became
his disciple.
In that way,
Kusa's room was a treasure chest of the "most precious
gems" of thousands of books of the Gosvamis and
Vedic literatures. These books were stacked up all over
the living room and other rooms, and it was difficult
to walk around his apartment. Kusa lived and breathed
books as his life and soul. He produced thousands of
books, and was always producing new titles. In fact,
he also wrote several books of his own poetry, in Sanskrit
and English, several of which I have, very amazing books.
He explained to me the business end of it all, how there
was a mystical hand in the printing and selling of books.
He said how he would send new titles to the printers,
get hundreds printed, and then get a printing bill of
several thousand dollars, with no plan of how to pay
it. Then shortly after he would sell a whole bunch of
books, which would cover the printing bill. Then the
same thing would happen all over again, he would print
a whole bunch of books, get a huge bill, and then sell
enough books to pay off the bill, and then be broke
again. He was going on, with faith that Krsna would
provide, and the books expanded unlimitedly.
Kusa employed
a few devotees to do the typing of the manuscripts into
text form, but he did a lot of this typing himself.
I asked if he was a good typist, and how fast he was.
He told me that he only used his two forefingers, never
learning the keyboard like most people do. He taught
himself a method of memorizing keys only for his two
fingers, and said he was “the fastest two finger
picker west of the Mississippi.” He gave me a
little demonstration and he was right, his fingers were
blazing fast.
Kusa was
totally resolute and fixed in a single purpose of doing
this book service, which was his service to Srila Prabhupada
and Lord Krishna. For this reason, Kusa was completely
oblivious to the world around him, because he was always
thinking of what to do next. You might call him an avadhuta,
because he wasn't so much aware as to the degree of
neglect of his personal appearance and so on. He just
didn't see the external world around him.
He had this
bundi where one section of the coat was completely disintegrated,
should have been thrown away long ago, but he wore it
like nothing was strange. His apartment was very untidy,
and the books were stacked up with little organization.
He told me that a certain devotee would sometimes come
and clean the apartment and arrange the books in order.
But, in a few weeks it would all be back to normal,
chaotic and untidy. This is totally excusable though,
because Kusa just didn’t have time to think about
anything but his service. He showed me his astrological
chart, done by Srikara dasa, and I noticed that Venus
was in the 12th house, which always means untidy appearance
and unkempt house, and so on. Of course, Mercury was
very strong in the chart, indicating "a man of
letters," an author, or dealer of books.
His apartment
at one time got infested with roaches, and I could see
highways of roaches commuting on the wall, more congested
than the Santa Monica freeway. But, being a roach in
Kusa's house wasn't so bad for the roach, I guess, as
Srila Bhaktivinode wrote that he prayed to be born in
a devotee's house, even as an insect. Kusa was completely
oblivious to the roaches, didn’t see them at all,
when some other person would be freaking out. Kusa handed
me one of his new books, and it had a baby roach crawling
on it. It surprised me that Kusa didn't see the roach,
maybe he did see it, I wasn’t sure. I said, "even
the cockroaches are liberated." Kusa laughed inaudibly
so hard, that his whole body shook while rocking back
and forth. Those were great times in my life.
One day,
by great fortune, he treated me to a narration of Vidagdha-madhava
in the local Laundromat. I was walking around the temple
at night and saw Kusa carrying his laundry, so I walked
with him to the Laundromat behind the temple. The subject
of Vidagdha-madhava came up, and Kusa decided to narrate
to me a synopsis of the pastime of Vidagdha-madhava,
written by Srila Rupa Gosvami, which are very intricate
pastimes of Lord Krsna and His devotees. While he did
laundry, he recounted the whole story off the top of
his head. Ordinarily, if I were to read such a book,
I would have to read it over and over again, just to
slightly understand just a fraction of one such amazing
pastimes of Krsna. But Kusa knew it all by heart, and
recited it like he perfectly understood it. And hearing
it, my heart understood it at the moment, but I've forgotten
it all since then. I was thinking of how only a very
few devotees on the whole planet even knew these pastimes,
even read the book, and even fewer understood them,
and I was lucky to hear the straight narration of pastimes,
in synopsis, from Kusa, and it was a river of nectar.
Here are
a few of some of the many verses composed by Kusakratha,
and these particular verses are personal aspirations
of the highest order, his fervent petitions to Lord
Krishna for service-
From "Sri
Vedanta-rahasya" by Kusakratha dasa, English only-
Some
day will I, acutely aware of how Lord Krsna is concerned
for the welfare of the conditioned souls, earnestly
preach the glories of Lord Krsna's holy name to the
people of this world?
Some
day, simply by speaking the word 'Krsna' will I place
lotus-limbed Lord Krsna in the hearts of all who hear
me?
When,
as I walk in Vrndavana and see the holy places of
Lord Krsna's pastimes, will tears flow from my eyes,
and my heart become stunned, overcome with bliss and
love?
When,
chanting japa of Lord Krsna's names, will I suddenly
see Radha and Krsna, splendid like a lightning flash
and a dark monsoon cloud?
When,
walking in charming Vrndavana forest, suddenly seeing
lotus-eyed Lord Krsna, and falling down to offer dandavat
obeisances, will I recite many sweet and poetic prayers?
Yes, my dear
godbrother, Kusakratha prabhu, I'm sure you've attained
the treasured goals of these pure desires expressed
in hundreds of your original verses. I’m sure
you are walking in Vrndavana right now, with tears flowing
from your eyes. You were always thinking, speaking,
chanting and hearing the holy names of our Lordships,
Sri Sri Radha-Krsna, every minute of your life. You
have placed lotus-limbed Lord Krsna in many devotees’
hearts, and even my hard heart as well. Thank you so
much for your life of dedication, all glories to your
service, I will always think of you, and Krishna willing,
may we all be reunited some day, in the green pastures
of Goloka.
Begging to
remain your servant, and a friend feeling your separation,
Vishoka dasa |